Today is a little overwhelming, but hopeful. It is 1:21 a.m. I've got my hot tea, my missions and study abroad budgets, some salted peanuts, and a pile of support letters to send out. It's pretty incredible looking at the fish and loaves that I am offering the LORD, praying and depending on him for them to multiply.
A couple of months ago I was pacing in the lounge downstairs, absolutely freaked out by the possibility of trusting the LORD with my money, considering I had none to begin with. Once I started to hyperventilate, I sat myself down and prayed about the prospects before me. I had to surrender my doubts and fears to God, asking Him point-blank if this was really something He was calling me to. That night, God assured me that my trips were going to be paid; if I was faithful and diligent on my part, He would be on His.
Two months later, I am back here. With a slightly lighter pain in my chest, less anxiety, and oodles of excitement.
For those who are beginning to pray for me, I want to tell you how thankful I am for your support. Please begin to pray about finances, my heart when asking for support, and the hearts of the givers.
More prayer requests and tales will follow :D
Much love to all.
Miss Mary
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